Lookin’ back on how it was
In years gone by
And the good times that I had
Makes today seem rather sad
So much has changed.
I never understood why people cry because of a song.
I have liked many songs before. Some have good music. Some have nice lyrics. Some are fun to watch and listen to. But no song ever made me feel something deep inside.
I broke up on the first day of october. We were together for many years. That day, she just said she didnt love me anymore and left. She left like it was a normal Wednesday.
I thought we were doing well. I thought we would get married soon. We rarely fought or even argued. We just had a big vacation last month.
But suddenly, she left. And now she looks happy. That part hurts the most.
Since then, I have been trying to move on. I think I am okay, and each day feels a bit easier.
But today I missed her. I know this song from long time again but today I listen to it. The lyrics hit hard. I started to cry, not loud, no sound, just tears falling.
There’s no big reason for this post. I dont really have anyone I can tell that a song made me cry today. Strangely, I found this website by accident. This is my first online post, like a blog. And I just want to tell anyone reading this. I cried today, for the first time in many years.

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