Woke up this morning, and in a moment I see the birds chirping outside my window. Something about it reminded me of the a spring morning when I was a kid.

It made me realize how unhappy I am. The sense of wonder you have as a kid, the infinite possibilities for the future, wondering about love, etc. I miss those things.

Here I am as an adult, with a “good job”, and I realize how miserable it is Spiritually. Work, responsibility then clean, and repeat everyday. My sense of wonder is gone.

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