for the first time in his life, he tried to write
i haven’t been oke for a long time, about two years ago. I met a girl. it is like god gives you a big chance when you prepare nothing for it. when i met that girl i thought and i knew that she was the one. but at that point i’m still young and stupid i’ve made some stupid things. i didn’t respect her words and tried to push everything so fast. In some way, i lost her when i thought that i had her. i don’t want to go into details but the point is i was given a chance, but i did it the wrong way. we always know that we’ve to get over the past and learn from it. but i think there is something we can’t forget. i know this is the time i’ve to pick myself up again without looking back all the time and preparing for the next chance. and i hope that when it comes i won’t do it wrong.
we all make choices in life. the hard thing is to live with them.

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